Friday, October 19th, 2018
Beautiful! Like Esther: My Non-Beautiful History
And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose for them.
Romans 8:28 (NLT)
As many of my friends and readers know, I used to be a super-sized lady (360 hard-to-lift pounds).
But much earlier, I was a big girl: actually the biggest kid in class. Because in the 60s and 70s, school kids were leaner than they are today.
So I was the unattractive daughter of a breathtakingly beautiful mom. Lets be clear: she never body-shamed me. Quite the opposite. She loved me and cheered in my achievements. She wanted me to join her in business. So I did.
Looking back, I must have seemed an odd ball: knowing all the do's and don'ts of beauty, but physically embodying none. I now see my past was necessary.
I know what 'undesirable' feels like: being labeled misshapen or ugly. In humility I began to learn what beauty was and was not in God's Eyes. He favored me with a broad perspective.
Bottom line: Beauty is a gift and an illusion. It carries big responsibility that too few of its holders understand. Esther did. For the most part, I think my mom did, too.
## Beautiful Like Esther: My Non-Beautiful History (Part 2)
P.S. To read the other devotions in this series, please see the Beautiful! Like Esther series.